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Maddy
Baker St. Bit o'Beryl, CGC, TDI
...is gone.  She made her 7th birthday but just barely.  April 1995 to May 2002 was not a long enough time.

She had neurological problems.  Sudden Onset Aggression, commonly called "Rage", caused by partial complex frontal lobe seizures.  She had a genetically bad heart.  She had a Grade II murmur as a puppy which never got any worse.  When she fainted in January 2002, we consulted a canine cardiologist and had an echocardiogram done.  When we discovered how many things were wrong with that valiant heart, we knew it was to be "when" and not "if".  I asked her cardiologist for an estimate of how long we might share our lives.  Her response was, "Most dogs with conditions of the severity of hers do not live past five."  Oh.

I do believe she could have lived a longer time had she not had the "rage" attacks.  She'd come out of a sound sleep in full-bore attack mode.  And she'd faint when she did that.  We had doubled her Prozac after a telephone consultation with her specialist vet, Dr. Nicholas Dodman of The Dog Who Loved Too Much renown.  But when she fainted on that final day, she couldn't get back up.  We were with her and held her and petted her and told her that we loved her.  After giving it her very best shot, she quietly slipped away.  A whisper, not a whimper, just a sigh and she was gone.

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